this month is my birthday month...and its now the middle of the month...birthday party had passed..birthday also had passed..the party was great..haha jia xin baked a cake..and it was nice..especially the chocolate top..erm there are 20 friends attended the party..it was crazy when everybody get drunk..haha world cup match with argentina against germany and germany won by 4 -0..haha played ps3...had a surprise before the party..everybody pumped balloons and just put it at the floor..haha well its was a night to remember...3/7/10..anyway...talking about my birthday date..well...school was fun..although i didnt get to aruba but still the class sang me a birthday song..haha and on that day paveena gave me a slice of cake during tuition..haha i got quite some presents especially the bluray lord of the rings..damn i seriously wanted it and they gave me that..haha well..these are the days..haha and yeahh my piano exam..it was a seriously total disaster..i thought i played it all wrong..when the results were out 2 days after that...im hoping for a pass..but i was granted with a strong credit with a 82.5 marks..haha the passing mark was 65 and distinction was 85..haha i was seriously happy..and now im going on for grade 6..hope i can do well in november..
well i started studying already...and im onto biology now...after biology..im going after the exercises on both science subjects and maths...will hope my plan will work..haha im so hoping that i can score for my trials and i could apply for my college in australia...well since im choosen for the ns..i have to rethink about this...but no i dont think i want to go..if i go i hae to waste a lot of my time and take the june intake which is very late...and if im choosen for the 3rd batch..then im totally sorry..i cant go..well..i was just talking with my dad...and im hoping that i could go to kl after spm and record some songs in my dad's friend studio..haha darl it will be great if u follow..haha well..after spm..i seriously got a lot of plans.and i wish to just get on with it now..but haih there's trials and spm..well im seriously worried whether i can do my best at it or u know score great at it...i dont want to screw any more things in my life..i've screwed up most of what's mine...and im not going to screw anything up again..tomorrow will be a new day for me..
talking about family?..dad..we always do forget of what happens when u get angry...but i still fear u....whenever ur angry..i just cant stand ur anger..but i know u have ur reasons too..family not much problems actually..its just that..maybe my relatives could show some support by just sms or facebook with a simple wish saying happy birthday?...he only cousin was 2? shermayne jie an maggie jie?..the rest? even wilson can forget my birthday?...this is just disappointing but im still close with u all...and i hope and i wish that i could spend more time in kl where and when we sed to have fun as relatives..i also wish to be every meeting u all have..but im living in ipoh and i have a life here...and its hard to go kl whenever i had the time because there's tuitions for me and of course a relationship so im sorry..maybe after spm?..i would totally love to stay in kl for a month or so?...if thats okay?
anyway im gonna think positive from now on..and tomorrow is a new day for me..im gonna change...and just learn what i learned in australia is manners...dicipline...and just courage..no cowardness..wont be shy...will be more caring and many many more..haih..trials are coming..lets hit the books till the very end of trials and lets be hardworking for once in our life and take responsiblity and just make everything work so that we could enjoy life in the future yeah? haha and yeahh i want to improve on my public speaking...like debating and stuff like that..so yeah..light up the darkness..
