days...its nice meeting u all.

well i think of what happened..i know i suck as a person a son a boyfriend a friend..i think its better for me to just keep away from everything..and just for as long as it takes to just keep quiet and just dont wanna care a single thing anymore..i think i'm better of alone..i dont want so many people to be so fucking disappointed in me..i think this is what best..since im ignorant or a bastard..well its just i dont know how to be a person ..and so since everybody is so hurt and so frustrated over me..i guess i shall just go away until the day where i will go to australia..well speaking of that..im very serious of going australia and just start my life from there..and i think i wont be coming back here anymore..if i do..i'd only see my family..since im such a worst friend u could all possibly have..i think i should cancel the birthday party and also farewell party too..to all the friends i had before...well thanks for everything...and yeahh...i think its better if im just alone...i dont want anymore of this...haih its just beat the crap out of me when someone just tell u how suck u really are..maybe i just suck..and im not a good person..i shall cancel all of my facebook friendster or msn...i no longer exist in the society today...for this blog..oh i will keep..it helps our english right? so yeah..goodbye for the moment i guess..