days..i'm out and i'll be leaving.

well i've been missing school like crazy nowadays..its time for me to get back on it..hahahaha sounds the same like the beyonce song...put ur ring on it...do u know do u know that beyonce songs are always repeating and they dont mean anything? hahahaha..anyway..haih..its hard man its hard..haha i think i'm lost with the society today...well i'm not following to anything right now...like whats my friends doing or saying or what are their status...any gossip or any thing going on in ipoh...i've locked myself up..maybe its a good thing?..anyway...thats just emo saying...

days are okay...went to kl and just got back..haha my cousin full moon and the baby i tell u is cute like shit..hahah but most of the time he is sleeping so u cant see much..hahha yeah...got sick when i came back..thats bad...everytime i go kl..when i came back..i'm sure to be sick..i dont know why...haih..

had been lazy and kept on procrastinating these days...

purposely skip school but kept on sleeping...

i have to change..if i want to be somebody..haih..this type of things is like..

a dog need to scratch a flea off..

anyway..life will be better if i sort out all my problems..and u know organise stuff..haha know or not guys...is time u and i..dont care about problem...if u do care then please sort it out...haha time to save more time to study...

do u know what i am trying to say to u?

hope i can finish all my revision and exercise by trials..haha

sorry mum and dad..enough i dont look like him..

but i'll try to reach my goals in the future..hahaha

days..u lost it.

its like one week again and again and again...haih...time passes like shit flushing down to the drain...in that kind of speed..hahaha relating everything to shit is funny...it may sound disgusting but its interesting..rather than u saying oh time flies..haha sometimes u have to express in a way that makes ppl say something about it anyway..haha soo i skip school on monday...went school for three days and then on friday i skipped again..haha in school there's nothin much to do...its better if u stay at home and u sleep..haha u know built up ur healthy body..hahaha..school was okay anyway..haha erm weekdays nothing much actually normal school and tuition..and im chasing my dreams..thats what u need right now..haha well form 5 its been shit and its been good..haha sometimes u just dont know what u will expect when things come..haha i felt pity towards my friend..well somethings u know u just cant destroy it because of some absurd reason..haha dont mention anything..

well i'll talk about the pesta ria..haha it was saturday...went there and its shit with ppl..hahaha..played almost all the games and won quite alot..choong yang won a teddy bear..haha it was really sunny and of course shitty hot..food sucks..games are easy to win..sorry to say but 5S1 maze is way better than 5S2..haha..5s1 at least u can play games at the end...5s2 u just walk around the maze with belly dancers and nothing more so its a waste of money...hahhaawent there at 9 and came back at 2...went to badminton training straight after that..came home then went to club snooker...then went after club straight to jusco shopping with mum and came home around 10...so i went out the whole day for saturday..hahah..


sunday was in club the whole day..tiring like shit knows what..hahaha..thats all for the weekends...started studying and i hope i can be ready when its time..yeahh hope that i can get what i wanted..monday till today...im exhausted...sleep in class everytime...dont have energy to even walk the stairs..haih...i need to skip school and rest..haha and my dear friend,mr wong jin yang has lost my bio tuition book...needless to say that the book was my bible and he lost my book for not even a day...haih..this is really frustrating and annoying...but he did photostat a new one...but thats not what i want..i want mine back..haih...

so people...form 5 lo..u know what to do...last year...its time to have fun and enjoy ur last year of schooling..once u stop schooling u'll sure regret for not having the time to really appreciate and enjoy ur schooling time..u know..study also must study...SPM mah....who doesnt want to? if ur still not studying..as a kind friend...i would like u to get on with ur boots and start walking..in other words meaning that u have to start studying okay?...so yeahh...make ur papa and mama proud..haha.

u know what i mean?

days..i got yours and you got mine..=)

ching ming is over for me..well it was the same routine every year..only thing is shorter because its quite clean so yeah...anyway...thats all about the last weekend..for the last weekdays...well nothing really special in school..just some really crazy times in school..haha i would just simply say foul languages for no utter reason..haha maybe thats me in school..haha and seriously caleb spoils my mood in school..thats why i feel annoyed and frustrated..hahhaa nevermind about that..anyway..friday it was good friday..and it was a good one..haha went to watch clash of the titans with meng and choong yang..sadly tek yi couldnt join..the movie was awesome...but really lack of something during the fight with the kraken and hades...crazy just 1 hit ko...and the kraken..just the friggin head spoils the whole action..haha the kraken should like hit it away or something..or the demons should just snatch it again...make the main character to fall or whatsoever...just to make the movie more thrilling and more action..but there's none...hades oh my god...a demigod send a god back to hell in just a throw of a sword..they should like make it more interesting by u know destroying the sword..and u know just fight? eeee...it's too short i should say..haih...should make it like a 3 hour movie...nvm about that...

it was saturday then..got nothing to do..just training..and club...haha sunday today was all in club the whole day...my snooker is getting good..haha..badminton sucks like shit..haha.thats all about my ester day....i didnt get to eat any egg..thats so sad..i didnt even celebrate..well..i'm planning a farewell party for me....before that...birthday party..haha i want to like call a lot of ppl...u know its like the last year...haha should make a good impact by calling all the friends and anybody who i knew or know..like around 15 or 20? haha...farewell party would be after spm...so yeah..dont need to rush on that...well thats what i've been thinking recently...and oh yeahh..i was thinking of buying a drum..should i? then there's time for me to jam..haha who wants to join?...

apparently im not going to school on monday...so yeah..been having this odd headache..so i gotta stay at home...its late now...gotta go.light up the darkness...