days..been a dick.

well its wednesday and im not going to school because loongsheng invited me to play badminton with him and i accepted it..it was really not what i want but going to school also got nothing to do might as well just play some good badminton and release some stress..haha i found out that i cant do much in school..just playing and chatting and just wasting my time with friends..haha that craziness..you just cant find anywhere..haha anyway yeahh life's been a dick seriously..and thinking back and just by looking at the past..i was such a dick..hahah i never thought i was such a dick until i realised..anyway i just want to say sorry for the people that i hurt them so deep and so hard...well im truly am sorry..im changing day by day...wishing to be better..but no matter what i was a dick...im still a dick..but im trying to change not to be a dick =) hahah well schools been fun and well boring..nothing much these days..getting myself ready for spm and comparing laptops hahaha now what i want is a laptop and a smartphone..and a drums set and a keyboard and some money to buy some ps3 games =) hahahhaa if i can save that kind of money to buy all that...it will take 4 years =( well its just a dream..

found out that jia xiong is going to the same college same university same course and same degree..hahahaha im just so freaking glad that there is someone who is similar to mine..just that he is going to the february intake and im going for the july intake...deciding whether to follow him or not..that will be great hahah trinity college and university of melbourne..how great it is..anyway life's been like that and it will be like that till spm ends..haha hope it will end soon...theres so many plans..can't wait for it..

piano exams in 2 weeks time...driving test is in 3 weeks time...spm is in 4 weeks time..damn...2 dicky months to go through...laptop that im going to save money and buy is Dell XPS 15. hahah its really nice.. phone well will wait for Iphone 4G..hahah plans after plans...counting chickens before it hatches...study first lah...hahah spm =) light up the darkness..