days..i'm out and i'll be leaving.

well i've been missing school like crazy nowadays..its time for me to get back on it..hahahaha sounds the same like the beyonce song...put ur ring on it...do u know do u know that beyonce songs are always repeating and they dont mean anything? hahahaha..anyway..haih..its hard man its hard..haha i think i'm lost with the society today...well i'm not following to anything right now...like whats my friends doing or saying or what are their status...any gossip or any thing going on in ipoh...i've locked myself up..maybe its a good thing?..anyway...thats just emo saying...

days are okay...went to kl and just got back..haha my cousin full moon and the baby i tell u is cute like shit..hahah but most of the time he is sleeping so u cant see much..hahha yeah...got sick when i came back..thats bad...everytime i go kl..when i came back..i'm sure to be sick..i dont know why...haih..

had been lazy and kept on procrastinating these days...

purposely skip school but kept on sleeping...

i have to change..if i want to be somebody..haih..this type of things is like..

a dog need to scratch a flea off..

anyway..life will be better if i sort out all my problems..and u know organise stuff..haha know or not guys...is time u and i..dont care about problem...if u do care then please sort it out...haha time to save more time to study...

do u know what i am trying to say to u?

hope i can finish all my revision and exercise by trials..haha

sorry mum and dad..enough i dont look like him..

but i'll try to reach my goals in the future..hahaha

days..u lost it.

its like one week again and again and again...haih...time passes like shit flushing down to the drain...in that kind of speed..hahaha relating everything to shit is funny...it may sound disgusting but its interesting..rather than u saying oh time flies..haha sometimes u have to express in a way that makes ppl say something about it anyway..haha soo i skip school on monday...went school for three days and then on friday i skipped again..haha in school there's nothin much to do...its better if u stay at home and u sleep..haha u know built up ur healthy body..hahaha..school was okay anyway..haha erm weekdays nothing much actually normal school and tuition..and im chasing my dreams..thats what u need right now..haha well form 5 its been shit and its been good..haha sometimes u just dont know what u will expect when things come..haha i felt pity towards my friend..well somethings u know u just cant destroy it because of some absurd reason..haha dont mention anything..

well i'll talk about the pesta ria..haha it was saturday...went there and its shit with ppl..hahaha..played almost all the games and won quite alot..choong yang won a teddy bear..haha it was really sunny and of course shitty hot..food sucks..games are easy to win..sorry to say but 5S1 maze is way better than 5S2..haha..5s1 at least u can play games at the end...5s2 u just walk around the maze with belly dancers and nothing more so its a waste of money...hahhaawent there at 9 and came back at 2...went to badminton training straight after that..came home then went to club snooker...then went after club straight to jusco shopping with mum and came home around 10...so i went out the whole day for saturday..hahah..


sunday was in club the whole day..tiring like shit knows what..hahaha..thats all for the weekends...started studying and i hope i can be ready when its time..yeahh hope that i can get what i wanted..monday till today...im exhausted...sleep in class everytime...dont have energy to even walk the stairs..haih...i need to skip school and rest..haha and my dear friend,mr wong jin yang has lost my bio tuition book...needless to say that the book was my bible and he lost my book for not even a day...haih..this is really frustrating and annoying...but he did photostat a new one...but thats not what i want..i want mine back..haih...

so people...form 5 lo..u know what to do...last year...its time to have fun and enjoy ur last year of schooling..once u stop schooling u'll sure regret for not having the time to really appreciate and enjoy ur schooling time..u know..study also must study...SPM mah....who doesnt want to? if ur still not studying..as a kind friend...i would like u to get on with ur boots and start walking..in other words meaning that u have to start studying okay?...so yeahh...make ur papa and mama proud..haha.

u know what i mean?

days..i got yours and you got mine..=)

ching ming is over for me..well it was the same routine every year..only thing is shorter because its quite clean so yeah...anyway...thats all about the last weekend..for the last weekdays...well nothing really special in school..just some really crazy times in school..haha i would just simply say foul languages for no utter reason..haha maybe thats me in school..haha and seriously caleb spoils my mood in school..thats why i feel annoyed and frustrated..hahhaa nevermind about that..anyway..friday it was good friday..and it was a good one..haha went to watch clash of the titans with meng and choong yang..sadly tek yi couldnt join..the movie was awesome...but really lack of something during the fight with the kraken and hades...crazy just 1 hit ko...and the kraken..just the friggin head spoils the whole action..haha the kraken should like hit it away or something..or the demons should just snatch it again...make the main character to fall or whatsoever...just to make the movie more thrilling and more action..but there's none...hades oh my god...a demigod send a god back to hell in just a throw of a sword..they should like make it more interesting by u know destroying the sword..and u know just fight? eeee...it's too short i should say..haih...should make it like a 3 hour movie...nvm about that...

it was saturday then..got nothing to do..just training..and club...haha sunday today was all in club the whole day...my snooker is getting good..haha..badminton sucks like shit..haha.thats all about my ester day....i didnt get to eat any egg..thats so sad..i didnt even celebrate..well..i'm planning a farewell party for me....before that...birthday party..haha i want to like call a lot of ppl...u know its like the last year...haha should make a good impact by calling all the friends and anybody who i knew or know..like around 15 or 20? haha...farewell party would be after spm...so yeah..dont need to rush on that...well thats what i've been thinking recently...and oh yeahh..i was thinking of buying a drum..should i? then there's time for me to jam..haha who wants to join?...

apparently im not going to school on monday...so yeah..been having this odd headache..so i gotta stay at home...its late now...gotta go.light up the darkness...

days..it's already started..

after sunday....what happen..starting of school aint that good for me..hahha i got back my results and it sucks big time...didnt do much during school...it's just my phone is off the whole time...the laptop is kept for the weekdays and yeah it was just a mp3 player and a pile of books and paperwork to be done...so yeah this week is really...a transformation for me..i became someone that i'm not...haih i think i'll keep what i am now till the end of spm..i think this will upsets many ppl...but i have no choice t be dicipline and make a serious effort for this year...so yeah..im sorry for being rude.im sorry if i ever scolded with a loud voice..or even say foul language where i dont have to..hahha yeah...but i'll miss it...it's form 5 mah..it's like the last year..and u know..u need to have fun in school before everything ends after spm...everybody will go their separate ways..and i hope that i'll have my best friends with me...and we will keep in contact till like forever? hahaha so yeah...and most probably i'll be leaving to australia to study after spm..so yeah....i think its sad for me..because most of my friends are going kl for their college..and i'll be left of their league so yeah...hahah i think its time i start appreciating my school life here in malaysia...

well school this week...is okay lah...in a sense we had fun..hahha erm...it was not tiring suprising for me..hahah i did sleep in the afternoon...anyway..i'm living in a life now that is set in the 90's..hahah it is so old fashioned..haha i dont know why but i like it that way....i like being old..thats just something wrong with me..i dont go with trends...i dont do social stuff..well maybe its just my nature...but anyway...study hard yeah guys?...its the final year...lets make our school and parents proud with the results we can produce...hahaha this is my final advice..

oh yeahhhh i bought a present for my mum it was yesterday friday i went jusco and bought a lamp and a glass with words saying i love u mum and somemore very loving stuff..hahah it didnt wow her..but i think she likes it..well hope she likes it..hahha yesterday was a long day...after school then went for piano lesson..straight after that after taking my golf things..then went to jusco and bought the present...went to RPGC after that...played snooker and golf at the driving range..then we went swimming...bryan did tag along for snooker and golf...her went back for dinner....we lied to the receptionist saying that bryan is a member...he cant swim there.so yeah..after a few laps...i have to leave....i was late for dinner...kena hood from mum and dad...so i didnt eat my dinner..and went for tuition..during tuition break went with jia xin to grab popiah..hhaha we ate a long the way..she bite my chopsticks..hahah thats cute...then went home and ate the worst chicken chop i ever eaten...hahha mum open up the present...she hood me for putting the present at the wrong place..i wished her goodnight..gave her a hug..kissed her and said happy birthday to her..and we went to sleep shortly after that..hahha i woke up today and blogged this..hahah so yeah...happy birthday mum..

days...a holiday in march..hahahahah

arghh its been a week since the holiday..and it really is fast..time flies..i dont know why..also i didnt get to online..thats why there's no time to blog so yeah..erm..well holiday was fun..haha first it starts off with me meng and tek yi...haha they came to stay over...me and meng went for golf and snooker in the afternoon at RPGC...then along came tek yi...i went tuition..they were hanging out at the jazz bistro there...we then get all crazy in my room..haha we laughed..took photos..took a funny crazy video...danced..singed..we even called MCD at nidnight...played ps3 till 3 in the morning..then played computer games until 5? then sleep..hahhaha thats so unhealthy...but we had fun...

then came sunday..me and jia xin were hanging out in jj..haha we had a great time since a very long time..hahaha we watched alice in wonderland and went shopping the whole day(i think post this blog before)..i think it was tuesday that i went jogging with my mum..haha and all the days i did went to tuition..haih..wednesday was an exam day in maziah so yeah did get to anywhere during that day...then it was thursday went out with meng bryan tek yi kang wei bianca and sean..hahahha erm first off me meng and bryan..we played snooker then went to watch the book of eli..its a very very good movie..hahah after that went to play snooker again..and bianca and sean came along...then tekyi and kang wei came too...we went to mcd for a tea time..haha i had to leave after the hang out for my drum class...haih..

then came friday...me chee ying and jamie went out to have a movie..hahah..we watched from paris with love..its a very nice movie..hahah funny and a lot of action...after the movie we went for a cup of tea...then after that it was around 5 something we had to leave...we went to swimming club..i played snooker for like a game or two..then i had to go back for tuition..hahhaa..it was saturday...haih i had to not go to my badminton training just for the snooker competition...it was an inter-team group...well i lost my first double match...the next i won...hahhaa adn we emerged as champions..hahaha it was a long day..my second brother came back...they will go to taiwan to take their wedding photo's...and yeah...it was sunday hang out with jia xin and after a long day in club...we had a family talk for like 2 to 3 hours...haha non-stop..haha...and thats how it ends the holiday with liverpool losing to man utd 2-1..haih...well i've set my plans and i've set my goal...and i'll sacrifice some...for my spm..so yeah...long came a journey in jail...just for 9 months and it wont kill ya..so yeah...light up the darkness..

days...back to the days where it makes u happy.

ahh it's been so long since i've blog...everything is at the wrong timing..haha anyway...im going back to the day where it is chinese new year..haha my chinese is short..haha its only for 3 days...then i already have to go australia already...chinese new year is just like every year actually haha cousins from kl came up for a night...and we gamble..haha its like a tradition already..haha anyway...australia was awesome..get to know the environment and the life there...its for 2 weeks..haha erm went to melbourne sydney and gold coast...melbourne was great..the life there is really high class....one thing i like about australia is that ppl aint shy and they are very enthusiatic..haha..nothing like malaysia...and its a nice weather there..i went there it was summer...same temperature as malaysia but with cold winds...strong winds..saw the university of melbourne and i want to study there..haha its nice there..it was tiring walking here and there but its worth it..haha saw many things cant really enjoy everything...there's more...and we are chasing to experience..so its like time short..but its okay i learned a lot this trip i went to australia like twice before but i kind forgot everything..haha maybe i'm young..dont know anything..got to eat my all time favourite fu jian fried rice..haha and my milk tea with pearls...sydney was great...the life is just great...went to see the university of sydney and UTS...well friendly speaking i like more of sydney than melbourne...but i like the university in melbourne than in sydney so yeah...its kinda different..haha then went to gold coast...movie world..haha i sat the superman rollercoaster..its one hell of a ride..haha gold coast life there is free like what only..haha...didnt get to see the university there..haha yeahh thats all really for australia...this pictures in my facebook tells it all..haha

back from australia..then one week after that is my monthly exam..haha i had not even studied anything or done anything...and i just came back from australia..and i didnt really get enough rest..haha so yeah..that 5 days of death was unbearable...speaking of goldcoast australia....when i was coming back on that day...we got a warning that there is a tsunami happening the time we are suppose to take off..haha we were worried that the flight might delayed..haha it was scary actually to actually know that the place we are staying are going to have tsunami..hahah then during exam week...i got news from my brother that australia got hail storm and floods in melbourne...thank god that we came back before this happens..haha..anyway..yeah..thats all for it...friday tek yi and meng came over for sleep over...pictures in facebook says it all...we had fun in the room most of the time..took videos and pictures...we were crazy..haha played ps3 till like 3 something..then played computer games till 4 something then only sleep...haha crazy...anyway yeah its good times..

sunday i went out with jia xin...its been so long we didnt hang out..haha and we had fun on that day..it was one of the best day for me in 2010..haha didnt had much fun since last year..haha well we watched alice in wonderland..it was a good movie..haha and today which is monday...i took my grade 5 theory ABRSM exam in my school..it was quite an easy paper..but i lost 5 marks for my italian terms..haih sad...well holidays now are going...and there are plans to do..hope i use it wisely...but its better if its like for 2 weeks..haha..anyway light up the darkness...i need to sleep...

days...chinese new year a week away..

nothing really happened this week..haha erm saturday was a crazy for replacement school..rushed bio homeworks and add math all in one day...all i can say is...it is crazy..haha..anyway..my pants got teared during training today..hahha every step i go it gets bigger and bigger...darn it...haha made me walk like a sissy..

arrghh..snooker is frustrating...one moment ur great..the next moment u play like shit..haha this happens to me for 2 freaking days now..haha..i'll have my revenge soon jeffrey..haha well..sunday night...thought of going parkson for a little shopping...but the amount of cars and crowds..well cant shop for the weekend...for the weekend...was shopping plants with mum..haha and bonding time..since im like going australia and she is staying in ipoh...all alone with dad...pity for her..well..we did shop in jj...and manage to get what we want for chinese new year...haha year of the tiger....we should wear more red and yellow shirt..since its the year for wealth and stuff like that...but my dad think otherwise.haha we should wear black and wear dark blue..haha..this means nothing...


bet u think i'm crazy...i'm missing michael jackson like crazy everyday..i dont know why...but yeah...maybe because he is my idol..so yeah...its been since june...last year...well..something are just some that u cant forget eventhough it takes a lifetime..i'm still listening to his songs everyday..anyway..there's this statement i come up with..hahah it sounds stupid but its the truth...everybody in the world even among us loves flowers right?...so in that case..we are totally attracted to them..especially the ladies...meaning we are actually totally attracted to sex organs..haha right?...


well...thats all for this week..light up the darkness...im still struggling with life...but it all ends..when chinese new year is around the corner...every will be back...everything will be fun and eveyday i get ang pow..weeeee..hahha dont u love to get ang pow..hahha